Saturday, January 03, 2015
I've had a few people ask me how I'm doing.
Honestly? Still not well. I've lost 18 lbs this month. Given that I'm not about 8 pounds from my goal weight... this isn't good.
I've come to some realizations about myself that I don't like; I'm working some 12 step programs for some addictions that I have had to face that have helped destroy my life. I'm reaching out for help.
I'm looking for a doctor next week to help with medical issues, including crippling depression.
My husband is still supporting me, even though he can't handle me or my issues at the moment (the unfairness of that burns, but I can't control him.) He's still my biggest and closest friend. I love him, and have hope. It's a slim hope, but I believe in miracles.
Please keep praying for me, and for him.