streak up date
Saturday, January 03, 2015
well i am doing well with my no soda streak
longest streak 9months 4 days
current streak 10 days.
the other streak i am not doing so well on i am afraid but i wont change it to make it less challengeing as that will feel like a failure so the goal stands
eat 90% or more healthy food
longest streak 3 days
curent streak 0 days.
i think once all the junk is out what the kids brought for new year is out of the way i will meet my streaks.strange thing is when i became muslim in 1998 i gave up drinking alchol(not that i drunk that much)and eating pork and bacon(and i adored bacon)no problem,also going swimming in the swimming baths (where before i went swimming everyday infact the jobs i picked were picked by how near they were to a swimbath)and i did it no hassel.maybe my love and faith in allah/god must be stronger than my love and faith in myself.or why else is it so hard to stop emotional eating,give up chocolates if they are in the house,eating the wrong things even doing without soda as i have tried to stop drinking diet soda so often in the past and always go back to it.this is something i have to really think about how come i did it so easily almost without second thought for allah as he so wished and not for me when i so wish to be healthy.i somehow have to see this a wish for allah too that he also wishs me to be the best person i can.shame theese things are not haram like pig meat is etc.maybe though the struggle is what i need more to appreciate it more,i don´t know.guess that would take a lot of thought ,discussion and throughly going though this line of thought to get the answer,strength,motivation what ever it is i need to see me through this.what say you?what are your thoughts?
anyway thanks once againto taking the time to read this blog and a double thank you for taking the time to reply.take care and keep smiling