I'm ready to begin this journey!

Hello everyone. I am 23 and have struggled with my weight my whole life always being a little bit bigger than everyone else. I was 165 when I was 14 and graduated at 199 in 2009. I used to be teased growing up because of my size I would get upset and binge eat. I was sneaking into food and eating every mean word people said to me. Now being almost 5 years after graduation I have gained 60 pounds and I am at my highest of 260.2. I cried when I seen that number and I am sitting here thinking where do I even begin?