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9 monhts ago

Friday, November 07, 2014

nine months ago I lost my daughter and I've kind of lost em too, along the way. Both the youngest and i are still mourning, jsut not ever second of every day now. So muc we could have said, or done. Oddly, I know that if she were here right now, she'd be saying, "Get ofver it ma!'

iN THE MEANTIME, i'LL TRY TO GET BACK TO WATCHING WHAT I EAT, AND OCCATIONALLY GETTING SOME EXERCISE. emoticon
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  • CHICAM
    I lost my late husband he was 31 and I was 27 when I became a widow. I am so sorry for your loss. It has been 20 years since I lost Jose, I thank God for all the good times I had with him in my life and for being the great dad that he was. I never have really gotten over this hard time of my life. I never thought that people died young. This is supposed to be against human law!!! I wished he had saw his kids grow up, get married and all those things that dads are supposed to do. I was alone to raise my 2 kids and I had a big det on my farm. I had to take care of everything alone. But I was not alone, God was holding me in his arms and he was there for me and my kids. I managed to hold on to the farm for 4 years and then when I could sell the farm to pay off the debt I did and then I got a great job and that was when my life started to financially get better for me and my kids. You have your other daughter. Do all those great things that parents do so they can look back and say my mom did this for us or did that for me, or we did this together. Your daughter is your angle looking over you and she is saying "MOM get over it" Look after my sister and be HAPPY. We are with you. Think of all the good memories you have of her. Do something special for you that will make her happy.
    1323 days ago

    Comment edited on: 11/7/2014 11:18:06 AM
  • FORZACHANDMATT
    My thoughts are with you
    1323 days ago
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