Why am I doing this?
Thursday, November 06, 2014
I cannot seem to get back onto a good eating and exercising program this fall. I am still about 10 pounds over my good weight and I find myself trying to understand why I even care. One of my most motivating reasons is to fit into my clothes. Right now I am not fitting into most of my pants. Skirts are still fine. But really, is this a reason to spend so much time and energy thinking about my weight? I am starting to feel like it is sinful, for lack of a better word, to spend so much time focusing on how I look. I don't think I will ever find the consistency I want without honestly answering this question.