2nd WEC #7 Requirement THE MASK
Monday, November 03, 2014
I've been thinking about this question since we came up with it and to tell you the truth it's a hard one to put out there. I find myself hiding behind the mask because I don't want to be used again if I'm at my perfect weight, or should I say thinner. I've eluded to this on my team, but suffice it to say, not all of it, which I'm still not comfortable sharing.
My first DH used me because of my appearance and never really took the time to get to know me as a person. He was a cad, and much more. I started hiding behind my weight because I was afraid if someone else loved me they would treat me the same way. My weight became a safe harbor.
I am peeling this mask off pound by pound to reveal the woman I've always been. I will never let anyone take advantage of me again.