Trying to get back on track.
Friday, October 17, 2014
So, I have been trying to get back on track. I have gained back more weight. I'm only 8lbs away from my highest weight. Eeek.
I'm kind of ashamed of gaining the weight back. I'm pretty ashamed that my pants are tight around the waist again. I'm ashamed that I keep failing at this.
Are there any SP folks out there who have been on here for 3+ years and have been trying-failing-trying-failing-
trying-failing-and then still trying some more?
I'm well aware that this is better than trying-failing-giving up, and that many define failing as the cessation of trying, but that doesn't change the fact that I've not been meeting these goals on even a small scale. I can meet other goals. I can make other deadlines. But this.... this is hard... really hard.
I need to exercise. I need to eat better. I need to stop beating my self up in my own head.
I have reset my goals on SP and put in my updated weight.