How come balloons are lighter...
Thursday, October 02, 2014
From the time I moved to my new apartment last March, I have gained weight. It's not that I'm eating too much -- I'm almost always under the calorie limits recommended by SP -- but it appears I was totally starving while living with my past girlfriend, probably only getting half the calories my body needed. I'm now working on getting the calories I take in to be healthier: veggie juice, cultured milks, less of the ramen and mac-n-cheese diet.
In the past couple days, my desire to smoke (my pipe, I'm not a breather just a taster) has decreased, to the point I didn't even touch it yesterday. I'm going to try for two... you never know. I've never been an addictive smoker, and my times of not smoking are never due to a commitment, just a feeling I don't need to right now.
Still drinking enough water to float a small whale. You don't have to say it, Lady Mary, LOL.
What I'm not doing is exercising. I have the gym membership, just never have the energy to go there. The gym closes about an hour after I get off work, and I use that as an excuse to not go, but the truth is I probably would work out for less than 45 minutes anyhow so it's an excuse only.
My musical training is feeling just barely overwhelming. That's another thing -- I have so many things I need to maintain or increase, I feel I can just barely keep going, and adding another thing would make me lose my grip. The stresses of life itself are almost more than I can handle, and I need to think more positively about that. It is quite likely half of my stress is stressing over my stresses.
OK, enough for now. Today is payday, have to go spend it all as soon as the bank shows the money has been received.