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Monday, September 29, 2014

So my MS has flared up but again. At least it really could be worse. Just not telling anyone. Not sure why, think it maybe cause I don't need anyone to feel sorry for me, not expect me to be able to do everything I normally do or even believe me.
My MS affects my left arm and hand the most. It gets numb, have problems holding things (actually threw a couple of gift cards back at people cause the card went flying, we had a good laugh) and the spasms are irritating. My eyes get pretty fuzzy too when they get used for a while (even with my glasses). Been tripping cause of my right leg.
I can basically tell when I'm going to have a flare up cause my neck, just behind my ears get a funny pain to them, then its the headache right behind my right eye.
Sometimes I feel sorry for myself when it flares up and I want to shout to the world that no this isn't how I usually am but I have MS and this is how I am sometimes.
At least I can say sometimes. It's kind of scary not knowing what my future holds.
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    Yeah, the fear of what the futures holds can be a real bear. I try to live each day and not dwell on the future. Key word is try. I'm not always successful.
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