Wow, it has been awhile...
Thursday, September 25, 2014
I loose track of time and then start forgetting about what my goals are. My journal is like this too, a few entries, then a long period of nothing and then a few more entries. I think that whenever I do something that I feel I shouldn't or miss a goal or fall back on bad habits then I don't want to think about it or be accountable. Something to work on, right?
We have moved, which has greatly benefited my mental health and the dogs' waistlines. My mother's Australian Shepherd has lost 2 kg in three months. It is amazing what happens when you get them away from the person who refuses to stop feeding them treats. I think they are both happier for it.
I am still having good days and bad. The bad ones don't take as long to get away from as they used to. I used to spend almost a week recovering from overdoing things one day, and now it is more like four days of recovery. Of course I wouldn't have to worry about it if I would stop overdoing things, but it is kind of my personality.
My horse is doing well. She is starting to get fuzzy for winter. I love this early fuzz stage, so cute! We jumped last week, it was a small X but my heart was pounding. Ellie was so happy and responsive. It think I will have to try and jump every couple of weeks just to change things up for her.
Still no job, unfortunately. That is frustrating, because I hate living off my mother and I am craving independence that I just don't have. I am also sharing a car with her because mine has been parked since January. My brother is working on it today, so hopefully there will be some good news when he gets home. I have missed driving the Muscle Camry!
Another thing, I am focusing on eating more vegetarian meals. I am finding that I don't really miss meat very often, which amazes me! I have been watching a lot of food documentaries and they are very interesting and inspiring. I am not sure that going vegan will be something I will look into, but being mostly vegetarian is definitely doable!