Do I dare celebrate?
Monday, September 22, 2014
I have been trying to decide if I should celebrate or not.
I finally hit onederland and have been here for almost a month now. My reluctance to not celebrate... I have been here before and have gone back up. I didn't want to celebrate too soon because there was always that chance that it wasn't going to stick.
But I have been under 200 pounds now for 23 days now so I can start celebrating now... right?
I usually weigh in everyday just to ensure I am staying on track. (I know... not the best habit.) But I am getting closer now to 190. I am hoping to keep this going as onederland feels awesome!
But I am not going to lie.... I am very nervous. Since I have been here before and it just goes right back up... I still have that fear. I guess I won't feel "safe" until I get in the 180's or even 170's. That is going to take time though so I guess I will have to live in this fear.
But for now I am going to celebrate because I have been working very hard. I finally made it to onederland and here I am going to stay!