August 20, 2014
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
Sleep? I'm not quite sure if I know what that is anymore. I swear I will lay down and fall asleep, but within 1-2 hours I wake up, fully awake! My psychiatrist is a gimp because he seems to think that Trazodone is the only medication available to help with sleep. All he does is he continues to increase my dosage for that instead of trying something else. Oh well... by the end of next week, I should be on a schedule again, so that may help.
Hugs go out to my dearest friend, Amy, who has recently been united with someone she loves very much! I swear I will make a road trip down to Houston one of these days/months/years (hopefully not years).
Monday, I start school again. This time it's going to be very challenging for me because they're starting me out with 6 classes my first semester. But at least I will be back in a classroom instead of trying to kill myself--I mean, do tons of writing with how the online classes were.
Okay, that was fun. I must go now because I'm starting to dream while I'm awake, literally. I just almost got up to go get my infant son to change his poopy diaper, yet I don't have any babies, let alone any kids living with me. I really hope I'm not turning psychotic or anything! But this has been happening more and more, where my dreams start flirting with my conscious life and I have to do a major reality check sometimes just to make sure there isn't anything out there with my name on it that I don't know about.