Day 1 - Feelings
Wednesday, July 02, 2014
I just feel like Im too far gone sometimes to even start.... I feel out of breath all the time, especially in this heat... And, I have such low energy and motivation to do anything. Seeing myself how i am only depresses me. I need to see results then I know motivation will come to me instantly. I'm always sweating. And always thirsty.
I hope sparkpeople can live up to my expectations, though i know its up to me to do it...
Pay day is today and tomorrow, and I am determined to get some healthy food in the house. It shouldnt be that hard, I do loooove my veggies.
Despite that I am a single mom, that works 2 jobs... I shoudnt use those as excuses. "I'm tired," shouldnt be a valid excuse even though much of the time it is true. Who exactly am i trying to validate this to but me?