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I spoke too soon.

Saturday, June 21, 2014

Now I find out that he's spent money we don't really have on TWO of those stupid electronic cigarettes. That got me curious about what else he is blowing money on. I looked at the bank accounts and instead of eating at home, he's been buying all kinds of fast food. OMG. He is 38 and even my 13 year old daughter doesn't do crap like this.

I asked him about WHY he bought those dumb things. He isn't a smoker. Why in the hell does he feel that he needs those things. He just ignored me. I said, "You do know that I have NO work right now, correct?" He just muttered, "Yeah." Then he got all disgusted with me and yelled, saying, "I don't know why I bought them! OK!" But it's too late now, isn't it? Too freaking late now, and as usual, you got to do exactly what you wanted to do.

It doesn't matter that I never, ever buy crap like that, ESPECIALLY WHEN WE CAN'T AFFORD IT. But you can go ahead and go get fast food every day, sometimes even twice per day! Really? I mean...REALLY?! WTF. Even after I spend time getting groceries and preparing leftovers?

Good damn grief. I quit. I give up. Seriously.

Our company is on their way here as I type this. I seriously hope I can enjoy myself tonight. I'm so f*cking disgusted with him I could scream. I don't even want to look at him. He's just making me so angry lately, all these stupid, idiotic, juvenile little things he's doing. He may not hit us and he may go to work every day and he may not call us a bunch of ugly names...but he isn't really being any kind of man lately. I'm just disgusted.

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    Hoping things get better and you atleast enjoy your Saturday night. I hate when I fight with my hubby ugh not fun.
    Try and hang in there!
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