A Milion bucks....not worth 10 cents
Saturday, June 14, 2014
WOW......What a day yesterday was. It was a day I would not give 10 cents for. But it was a day that God gave a million bucks worth of caring for me. I do know that God loves me very much in spite of how I feel. I do know that it saddens God's heart to see me hurt so much yesterday. But I do know that today is a new beginning a new change to have a fresh start. But I do know that yesterday was a day where I can look back on it now and say WOW..! I say that because I have come along ways. As an emotional eater I was hurting so much that I ate 2 chocolate chip cookies............!! Did you hear this people 2 cookies....not 2 dozen...like in my past. Also no guilt...no shame...no beating myself up over it as I have moved past it and moved on. For me that is HUGH....!!!!!!! It was a day where I didn't stress over what I ate. It was about feeling better and getting through a tough place.....but not tougher than God. It was a day where I learned so much about myself. I learned that I do need God in my life. I learned that sometimes I just don't care about much.....as the pain of my life is too much to bare. I learned that I a tougher that I think I am. I also learned that I am truly not alone....God beside me all the way........So when I am going through a hard time I just need to remember that I can do this.......I have a loving God who will help me when I ask.