Need to vent
Thursday, May 29, 2014
So, I had my first dress alteration appointment yesterday... I cannot believe I am two and a half months from the wedding! SCARY but it really disappointed me.
I knew getting a strapless would cause me more stress than I need or want. I am concerned with how my arms and back look and from the pictures I looked at, it does not look good. I cannot work out my arms and back too much and risk hurting myself. I hope I can get over this ridiculousness and embrace the dress and love the 23 pound loss I have so far.
My first step of staying on track is cutting out drinking my calories. Coffee, alcohol and other sweet drinks are gone for me. Water is it... I need this. I want this!
Fi is on board with no birthday cake for me... and a healthy dinner option. He knows I want this and I am ready to finally get this. Two months out, I need this more than ever.