Late night.. bottomless pit for a belly
Wednesday, May 21, 2014
Its everything I can do NOT to sit here and eat something when my insomnia kicks in. I really wish I had my medicine.. but they canceled my health insurance and I couldn't even afford it really with that.. so I'm completely out of luck there.
On the bright side, I did redownload MyFitnessPal.. in case someone wants to add me, my username is GypsyWoman87. So maybe that will kick in soon to do better on eating.
I've only got 2 more work days left this week and then its all on my own.. until I can find something else. I really dont want to work fast food again (because of the heat-rash condition I have on my hands --> people see it and think I have poison ivy or something and dont want me touching their food).. but if I have to I will.
School start soon too. I have to call them tomorrow to figure out how to pay the bill online because its wanting to do the full tuition price instead of taking off the $700ish I got from pell grant so that I can pay just the remainder.. Yeah.. I aint paying all of it lol. Apparently everyone thinks I have a money tree in my yard because lately its been nothing but money money money.
Driving me insane!!!!!!
/ tomorrow is a new day so I'll begin it with a small meditation and start my day fresh with that phone call to school, then put in some applications, and then head over to my sisters to help her out with doing something about fixing a wall and watching the baby.. not completely sure what all that was about but whatever. I'm gonna do my best to complete it all with a smile on my face. And if I dont. Then thats okay because I can try again the next day.