Unwanted eye opener.

This weekend we went to a motorcycle rally. Ate the motel we stayed in the there was a mirrow across from the shower that gave me a real unwanted view. It is amazing how much we can deny to ourselves when we don't look at the whole picture. I need to lose 35 pounds to get at my goal weight which is what I weighted 10 years ago when my husband and I got married, I had lost down more than that before neck surgery. But back then I had been going to fitness center an hour and a half a day and more exercise after my husband had died in 2002. I have been told, that is not a lot to lose and should be easy but for me it isn't easy. I had lost down 8 pounds a few months ago when my husband was critically ill after emergency surgery but have now gained that back, just loosing the 8 pounds after being stuck in my weight lose for months felt great. Our 10th anniversary is coming up June 3rd, I want to be getting back on track by then.