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Guess Who?

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Have you ever looked in the mirror and thought... WHO IS THAT PERSON LOOKING AT ME?!?!?!??!?! I do. I don't recognize her. In my head, I am not old (I'm 43), I am not THAT overweight, (I weigh more now than I ever have in my life), and, she looks sad.

WHO IS THAT?!?!??!

That, is me. If I really take off my rose colored glasses and really look at me, I can see that I haven't been very nice to me in the last year.

Since October, instead of losing weight, I've been yo-yo-ing and finally this past three months put on all that I had lost plus a few more.

It makes me hurt.
Physically hurt to weigh this much.
Mentally hurt to see and feel the sadness that my obesity is causing.
Physically hurt to eat the way I have been eating, my body is rebelling
Mentally hurt in how I react to my own body.

It has to stop.
It has to stop.

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    2504 days ago
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    What a great post. With this attitude you will absolutely accomplish your objectives!

    2504 days ago
    Agreed John. And, it's been swirling in my head for a few days. when I sat down to write my blog post this morning, it wasn't about this..the words just came out. So, it has to stop. Starting now, starting when I wore up, not ending just because I don't feel like it today.

    Thank you for your post, I truly appreciate it! :)

    2504 days ago
    Once you truly decide it has to stop, it will stop.

    Make Today the Greatest Day of Your Life

    emoticon Until Tomorrow!

    2504 days ago
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