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Sunday, March 09, 2014

Today has been a hard day for me...
Well, that is an understatement!

There have been a lot of things that have just overwhelmed me lately. I wouldn't even know where to begin if I were going to list them... and I really don't have the energy to do that, anyway. Today the flood gate broke. I started off the day in tears (at 5 this morning) and I think I finally cried my last tears this afternoon at about 3 ish. Now I am drained. I don't think I could cry anymore if I had to! I am done. I didn't even go to church. I have had some much needed alone time today. I know I scared my daughter's this morning, I don't cry often. God and I have talked a lot today. And my two best friends both called to check on me. I know everything will be fine. I know I will be ok. But today has just plain taken the wind out of my sails. I am ready for today to be over. I just felt the need to post this. Don't really know why. Tomorrow is a new day, and I am so very ready to be there. I know it will be a better day, it has to be. If you read this and you believe in the power of prayer, please say a prayer for me. I could use some prayers today.
Thank you!
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    My prayers are with you,it is well!
    2270 days ago
  • JAMER123
    My prayers are with you. The tears you shed are cleansing the soul. Praying for a better day tomorrow. emoticon emoticon
    2277 days ago
    Wishing you relief.
    2277 days ago
    Whatever is going on know that you have a supportive community here who love you and who are praying for you. Hitting rock bottom means you can only move up from here. Keep your chin up!
    2277 days ago
    I'm so glad you posted this! Yes, His mercies are new every morning, Great is His faithfulness. I prayed the Lord would hold you through the night and give you a new start tomorrow. His eyes roam throughout the world, seeking the one He can lift up and draw to himself. He's with you now!
    2278 days ago
    My prayers are with you today & tomorrow, just take it easy & thank God for everything he has given you even if it's just a little thing.
    2278 days ago
  • no profile photo CD5198989
    Your tag name is Changeisgood. Good change is coming your way. Keep your chin up and feet forward!
    2278 days ago
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