Ready for things to get better...
Sunday, March 09, 2014
Today has been a hard day for me...
Well, that is an understatement!
There have been a lot of things that have just overwhelmed me lately. I wouldn't even know where to begin if I were going to list them... and I really don't have the energy to do that, anyway. Today the flood gate broke. I started off the day in tears (at 5 this morning) and I think I finally cried my last tears this afternoon at about 3 ish. Now I am drained. I don't think I could cry anymore if I had to! I am done. I didn't even go to church. I have had some much needed alone time today. I know I scared my daughter's this morning, I don't cry often. God and I have talked a lot today. And my two best friends both called to check on me. I know everything will be fine. I know I will be ok. But today has just plain taken the wind out of my sails. I am ready for today to be over. I just felt the need to post this. Don't really know why. Tomorrow is a new day, and I am so very ready to be there. I know it will be a better day, it has to be. If you read this and you believe in the power of prayer, please say a prayer for me. I could use some prayers today.