I am still here!
Friday, February 28, 2014
That may sound funny or a little strange but for me right now that is good. It means I have not given up. I really want to do this not for my husband but for my personal satisfaction. I can't depend on thinking my weight at a lesser number will make someone love me or desire me. I have to love me and desire me. I avoid mirrors. What a sad thing not to be able to really look at yourself. So this has to be all about me. I have to be tired of my knees hurting or using my arms to get up from a chair. So that is why am still here and determined to hit a streak.
Little by little I am going to do it!