Thursday, February 27, 2014

I've fallen away from the plan already. I've been really sporadic in my tracking over the last two weeks. I was still eating fairly well and my weight has been between 253 and 256. It's good that I haven't gained, but that means that in the whole month of February I've lost about one pound. Its so depressing to me that I have so little to show for the restraint that I've shown (most of the time).

I'm a little depressed that I can't get to the gym to work out. Emmy has really done poorly in the child watch and I feel like a bad parent for prioritizing my desire to work out for an hour over her discomfort in being with strangers. I know she'll grow out of it or get used to people eventually, but in the mean time I feel like I can't use the gym when the hubs isn't home to watch her. Even then I don't get to the gym because it doesn't fit into the schedule of other things we need to take care of on his days off. I'm really frustrated that what I need and want (exercise) is consistently at the bottom of the important pile.

I'm so over winter and snow. If it was at least nice out I could walk with her in the stroller but that probably won't happen for another month or so. I feel like I'm all full of excuses.
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    I've lost one pound in two months and I am still feeling good. I know I can do home workouts that aren't to rough on my body. They still work me out though.

    Anyway, don't get down. Sometimes it takes time to adjust. My excess 100 pounds will shrink over time. I truly believe this. Make healthy choices and the portioning will come in time.

    Keep smiling and God Bless.
    1574 days ago
    dont feel bad bc i am in the same rut at the begining of the month i lost big numbers. then i went on an eating bing. and gain all of it back except 4 pounds. i refuse to feel sad because when i get sad i eat all lose sight of my goal. so im going to pick up where i left off and do better. you can do it try to so some exerises around the house while your child is sleep. you can do it
    1574 days ago
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