Confusion... No rhyme or reason.
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
This is my confusion blog... I have so much on my mind, I am a jumbled mess.
My dress... I love my dress and I cannot wait to get into it. I want to be in May and see the progress I've made and see how the alterations will look... Why is it not May yet?
5K.... I am signing up for the Color run in May. I do not run so I am starting to practice now... C25K is going to be fast tracked on this. I have always wanted to do it and why not do it now?!? Motivation.
Work: I am a jumbled mess at work. Too much going on!
Wedding: I hate not seeing stuff but I am letting it go because I cannot change it... I do not recommend a destination weddings if you are a control freak... (LIKE ME)!!!
Wedding parties... I have a MOH and not a lot of close friends. Fi has a million friends. I am worried I will not have a bach/ette party and I will drive him crazy... I miss having friend close to me. I know the wedding matters but it doesn't make the fact of not having close friends here any easier.
I cant weigh myself Till Friday.... It will be a full week. My fiancée challenged me and I cannot let him win. I need to see progress to stay on track. This is killing me.
Can I just be married and go on this amazing honeymoon?!?! Come on August! I want to be married to my best friend and I want to be in Europe and not come home!
I am so sorry I am such a mess today... Ugh!