Realizing Things

I went to the doctor (which isn't my doctor cause he's out of town) & he said that there was nothing wrong with me to go home. So I wanted to go home & my sister ended up taking me to a mental institution. They was unable to see me & I have to have my payment up front. It ranges from $150 & up. I don't have that kind of money. They (my sister & brother in law) made the appointment for me to go back. Well not too long after I got hone I had a good cry then I called my Mom & started feeling better. I started realizing that my cat & my husband needs me & it doesn't matter what others say or think. So now when I go to work I will begin to think that I'm working so I can care for my cat & pay what bills I'm responsible for. I canceled that appointment cause I didn't want to go in the first place. I am going to try to do things to take my mind off work. I told my husband what happened today & he was upset cause I was keeping things from him. He wanted to take me on a date. So we went to the movies then we picked up some dinner & came home. I had fun just doing that. Well it's getting late but I wanted to let you know how things are going. I'm going to try to take things one day at a time & go from there.