Day One: Feeling TERRIBLE
Sunday, February 16, 2014
I am feeling really terrible emotionally. I am on day one without sugar. I am facebook accountable (since apparently trying to stay accountable on here doesn't seem to work well). I declared that I was on day one without sugar. Hopefully the public aspect of that will help me stay on track because my life got super unmanageable. Mikey bought me a ton of chocolate for Valentine's day and I ate it all within 24 hours. I was shaking and convinced I had diabetes, but still kept eating. What the f!
Anyway, I declared that today was day one, and I'm sticking to it, even though I feel miserable. I am so so so sooooooooo down, worst ever. I have vacation this week from school and I still have so much to do. I hate sounding like a big pity party, but I just have never felt this low.
I weighed myself and I gained 30 pounds since I got off track...in such a short period of time, too.
Whatever. I'm back. One day at a time. Here we go.