Mini Update: Struggling
Thursday, February 13, 2014
Slightly Longer Update:
Still around - sort of. Been struggling with and losing myself in the desire to escape through overeating and overwatching TV. If y'all have read past blogs, it is the same old, same old stressors.
I haven't been doing much on Spark - or much self-care at all. I am trying to work on the 100 Day Challenge - am on Day 12 - Fuel or Filler. Haven't been going to the gym or even running consistently.
I was literally a half pound away from my goal weight the day before my husband lost his job in July. And the weight chart shows a fairly steady slope up about 20# since then.
Am thinking of going to doc now that we have medical insurance to see if my thyroid levels are out of whack.
And this interminable winter with endless cycles of deep freeze and snow is really, really getting to me. I know theoretically that Spring is coming because of the new products coming into my store. But the cold and the snow keep coming and coming.
I know that this eating and TV watching is not the answer, that it does not really work FOR me.
It seems like everything, every part of my life is an effort - I want something to be easy.