Thursday, February 13, 2014
Well I have been MIA for the past few weeks, just haven't felt to great. But I have decided a big thing in my life and have decided to tell no one my plans so I can get no negative remarks. I need encouragement not negativity. THe decision is a great one, it will have a huge impact on my family. SO yesterday I went to the gym to talk to them about personal training, turns out the have group personal training. SO I went to another gym in town and signed up for personal training through them, man that is not cheap. THe guy who will be training actually does no my plan, so ok maybe I told a few people, I also go to school with him, but he plan on working me really hard and not letting my slack. Which is exactly what I need. I can here my former sensei fuss at me for paying for personal training and not coming back to the dojo. With the dojo they have set times and days, where as with personal training I make an appointment for after school and I am set. I will still go to my gym and do hip hop abs, I am going full force with this. I also have giving up meat and dairy, in other words vegan. It's really hard cause I am wanting to eat this stuff, but I know with time the need to want it will go away. The hard part is making sure I get those 1600 calories that sparkpeople says I need in a day and that is the minimum. I want to know in a few months that I can wear something nice to my former brother in laws wedding. I want to know that I get that first big goal accomplished, which I will in just 11 more pounds. I bought a new shirt from Planet Fitness yesterday and it feels good to be in 2x instead of 3x shirts. I am even fitting into my old clothes again. I have no intentions on putting on any of the weight I lose back on. Once it is all gone after working so hard why would I put it back on, makes no since to me.