Wednesday, January 22, 2014
so i sat down with my hubby tonight and basically said things need to change. i always am motivated to change but never follow through or talk about doing it and it never happens. I feel like the time is now. I'm finishing up my pre-requirements for the nursing program. This fall I will officially be into a nursing program and its time to do something now. I don't want to be a fat nurse. Marriage is terrible right now. I don't feel attractive which of course means no intimacy. I'm hoping this is just due to my insecurities but I'm not sure anymore. Most of my friends dont think I can even lose the weight since I never follow through. I feel so frustrated and discouraged right now. It can only get better from here right?? Friday I join a gym and it will be time to get down to business.