Boy I must really be at peace now! Family is dead, my mom ran heavy expectations on me. I never lived up to her image of marrying rich, and having babies. A lot of my friends have dropped off, cause they were ego driven, and selfish. I guess now it is better to stop being their door mat. So, my life must be really great now. Yet I do miss the human companionship, and realize that a lot of my friends were co-dependents on me. yet when I asked for them to give comfort, by just being there when I had an illness they were gone. Or when I stopped giving, and allowing them to dump on me emotionally they ended it. My life is very empty now, yet I feel full, because I love myself, God loves me, and my pets. I sure would like to have adventure in it like what you experienced in the mountains. Makes you want to sing that song, " Rocky Mountain High, " by John Denver. bye, eva 2098 days ago
THINFITFEMINIST Realize my friend that what one person may call "drama" is simply another person's self-expression. I guess the demarcation line would be if they aggressively requested through actions, for you to agree with their negativity.
My parents constantly fought. I don't fight at all and that works for me. I do have to realize that discussing something that isn't peaceful with another isn't a fight. Again, watching that demarcation line.
3rdly I need to remember that what I experience is determined from my thoughts at that time even if I don't want to be accountable. 2100 days ago
Good advice that I practice at work!! Way too much unnecessary drama and politics for 12 people working there. One reason why I started working from home...I can concentrate on the work that needs to be done and not get involved.