Epic fail.

So this week has been absolutely terrible. Monday night i went to the restaurant staff party at 7 and left at 845 because i didnt want to be out too late. Hubby had met me there and was following me home. I literally was so tired i couldnt concentrate on driving and ended up rear ending a pickup truck stopped at a red light less than half a mile from my house. The pickup then proceeded to hit the car in front of him and that car hit the car in front of them. Luckily no one was hurt but i still feel so guilty about it that i couldve really hurt someone. Theres just no reason to be THAT tired at 9pm. So i went back to the neurologist (another $40 there) who told me the sleep lab i took in september came back that not only do i sleep perfectly and for long periods of time but my sleep quality is twice as good as everyone else my age. So why am i falling asleep all the time? He ended up writing me a prescription that should help keep me awake. Today is my first day taking it. We'll see how that goes.

Anyway, it was going to cost me $735 to get my car out of the tow yard after the accident , but they said if we gave them the title theyd only charge $410. Thanks guys. Since the car was totaled we just handed over the title. On top of that my license got lost in my car so i have to pay $50 to get it replaced. So tuesday i had no car and wednesday matt borrowed his dads truck so i drove my other car to work. On my way home at 7 in the dark i got a flat tire and of course have no spare because dealerships dont give you those anymore apparently. Had to dish out more money for amother tow and then $120 to replace the tire.

I am just stressed out of my mind. Havent been able to go to the gym with lack of cars and i screwed.my knee up in my accident so I've just been really down lately. Ugh. :-(