Monday, January 06, 2014
I just can't exercise today, or yesterday. My Dad's sick in the hospital in ICU, and I have been on the phone all day with my relatives, which was good, but I am feeling a bit numb and SAD and just can't bring myself to actually exercise. Today, is a good computer day.
This is life, sometimes you just have to put other obligations aside. It's not an excuse, it's just reality.
I am 2500 miles away from my parent's home and there's a major winter freeze there which has grounded a lot of planes at the airports. I sent my Dad some flowers to the hospital. My mom doesn't want me to get on a plane in the bad weather. I feel helpless, so here I sit. I am drinking water, I ate pizza today, but I am keeping the calories in my range. Some days, you just do what you can do. My heart is very heavy.
I hope tomorrow will be better news.