MEA6785

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OH- HI. It's been a year!

Thursday, January 02, 2014

So, it has been a whole year since I've even blogged. Actually, in all honesty.. since I've really even sparked at all.

I've gained back all the weight I lost with SP, plus an additional 15. I swore I would never be here again. But, here I am. Back to almost 2oo pounds. What the heck happened?

I could dwell on it. OR, I could get off my a*s and do something about it. I will do the latter.

I've been working on my sparkpage on and off today when I get a second. I have made it my resolution to spark more- to set new goals and stop beating myself up for being overweight yet again.

I will stick with it. But I need your support. I feel like I'm lost all over again. And, this sinking feeling isn't going away on its own. I really hope I can do this.
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  • MEA6785
    Thank you guys so much. It means the world to me to have support :) I hope you all have a happy day! emoticon
    2663 days ago
  • SCOHANATOR
    You got this! We all fall off the wagon, but getting up and dusting ourselves off is the important part. Don't beat yourself up about it, instead embrace the choices that got you here and focus on making positive change. I know that sounds so sappy but it works for me! I lost 20 pounds on Sparkpeople but then I gained 10 pounds back. Instead of focusing on how much I gained, I am thinking about how my body is ten pounds lighter than it was last year. That's the weight of a new-born baby OFF of my body. You got this, welcome back and keep it up!
    2664 days ago
  • AKHEIDI
    We're here for you! You have the motivation, now run with it! Oh, and welcome back emoticon
    2664 days ago

    Comment edited on: 1/2/2014 3:49:04 PM
  • EELS4PEELS
    Welcome Back! I'm the same way when it comes to beating myself up for what I think are my failures. Don't do that! Just strive your best to conquer them and prove to yourself that you can do this again and even better than the first time!
    2664 days ago
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