When is it enough?
Sunday, December 22, 2013
I've said I was going to video blog and obviously I haven't. I've filmed two, but I'm too self conscious to upload them.
I'm trying to get myself restarted and I'm crashing and burning. It isn't apocalyptic but eff... I'm setting goals that seem so insignificant and small and yet I can't even meet those. I guess I'm going to have to really start microscopically small. But how many small goals is enough? I feel a little overwhelmed at all the possibilities.
I need to drink more water
I need to exercise
I need to get more sleep
I need to unplug more
I need to read more
I need to study more
I need to wake up earlier
I need to stop being afraid of the gym
I need to get over my ex
I really need to study more
I need to write more
The list could go on. These are the most important things. I think maybe I can make one small goal associated with each and improve. Except studying because that deadline is at the end of the month and I'm behind. Panicking if you will. This internship may be the most important thing in the world right now.
I need to go to the grocery store and I'm feeling overwhelmed.
I'm pretty much being a huge baby right now. It's kinda sad.
Whatever this weirdness is that I'm feeling I need to shake it.
I just need to figure out how.
This blog kind of sucks, sorry sparks =(