Creating my Sparks Haven

I am tempted to type something like "new beginnings" or "here we go again" or "starting my journey for the umpteenth time". As I think about typing these things negative thoughts roll in like a dark cloudy storm, waiting to burst. I think to myself "ya right...your really going to do it huh?...This attempt may turn out like all the rest"...negative chatter continues to have a full blown tantrum and my mind is apparently willing to host it. So instead I will say that I am not starting a new journey. I am simply continuing on the journey I have been on all along. I love and appreciate the lessons and experiences I have had so far. I am happy to be able to use these experiences to guide me in the right direction...to create my haven and the path that lies before me.