More blahs

I know I should be positive .. I know I should be exercising .... I know I should be doing a lot of things .... but .... as I look at my big butt ..... I simply can't get there .... I wish I could ... I wish I could say .... Well I feel great ... I love working out ... I love watching my new body shrink as I burn those calories....

I wish I wish .... I know wishing gets me nowhere and doing does .... well tomorrow is another day says the star procrastinator ... I am depressed yes and I do have a medical condition as bipolar which involves a certain amount of depression .. is it an excuse? I don't know ... all I know is that tomorrow ... I will do my best to haul my butt into the gym to get some exercise even if it kills me .... which I know it won't

Sorry for those who read this ... its not a positive blog .. but its my blog .... and that's how I see it for today ...