Monday, December 09, 2013
Today is my 51st birthday. I originally had two "appointments" today. A luncheon with a friend and a dinner out as well with a couple of friends. Then this morning woke to glistening roads and deck stairs...Ice with a layer of snow on top. So now it looks like both appointments are canceled. Although there is still some slight hope of the earlier appointment taking place...if my friend can get out of her community where the roads are bad.
So here I am 51 years old in the house with a grouchy husband swearing his head off. I was so much looking forward to getting out of her.
I"m in a lot of pain this morning...and disappointment hurts as well. It seems I can never have a nice celebration day EVER. Things always go wrong and I always end up in misery after having to hear cussing and complaining from my family. It's tempting just to forget about days that are supposed to be special because when things go hay wire as they always do, it would be so much less hurtful if it wasn't on a special day.
I'm sorry about being a damper at a holiday time. I would SO much like to have a nice hoiday--It just looks like I'm in the wrong family for that to happen.