JAYNELAYNE

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Where does time go exactly?

Thursday, December 05, 2013

hmmmm....

So I typed out this entry and like magic it is gone...

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Well, my last entry was nearly 2 years ago. That feels like an entire lifetime ago and I really can't believe it has been so long.

What have I been up to?

For a while there I was using MFP and Fitocracy. I was getting really bored with Spark and these were shiny and new. I thought the grass was greener in those pastures. Funny how that always works. I liked MFP. They have a really wonderful mobile app but I feel like I couldn't fit in with the community. There are some pretty spectacular people over there and if you're dependent on a mobile app then maybe it would work. Fitocracy is awesome because I like robots. Period. Haha, actually I really like the leveling up and the tracking ability. The workout trackers there have been seemingly accurate and I like a few other bells and whistles.

But Spark...

Spark has been there for me from the beginning. From the really fat days that I almost can't remember any more. I've been a member since 2009 and I think in March of 2014 will mark my 5th year. This has given me a little something to think about for my next expanded blog.

Anyways....

Since my last blog I've....

-went on an amazing date with an amazing guy
-started dating said guy
-broke up with guy
-moved
-turned 27
-got back with guy!
-moved
-dumped by guy a bunch. On my birthday and on Christmas Eve
-depression
-turned 28, whatever
-Ex-guy's dad passes away, cancer. Sad.
-Sad
-Eatallthefood
-Awesome work stuff happened!
-Gain weight
-continuetoeatallthefood
-Turn 29!
-Not so sad but still...eatallthefoodnomnomnom

That is the shortest I can summarize two years. That major relationship was pretty important. For the record, guy and I are talking and hanging out again. However, that awesome work stuff I mentioned? Kinda means no dating right now. I'll get into that another day.

So I don't totally write an epic novel I'll just highly consider a video blog or a series of bloggy updates.

I'm going to be back on Spark full time now. This tailspin I'm in needs to end and I'm ready to not let this go any farther. It's pretty late right now and I know a goals blog will be pretty hefty so I won't get into that now.

I did just celebrate my 29th birthday. The dreaded last year of my 20's! haha I'm not worried. Life's only gotten more interesting and ridiculous with each year so I can only imagine how inappropriate I'll be by the time I'm 40. I spent my birthday working, with my parents, and with the ex-guy mentioned above. He and I met for coffee, then we went to dinner, and then we went back to his house. I played with his pug Otis whom I adore so so much. Poor guy has been sick lately. Guy and I played video games and ate various snacks. I didn't leave until like 4:30am. Whoa buddy. It was really good hanging out with him because we haven't since we broke up. I was honestly in a depressed state when we got back together the second time. I didn't give him as much attention and thoughtfulness as I should have and he broke up with me. His dad was also dying of cancer and I think both of us were just in really rough spots with the best intentions.

I will write more tomorrow. One of my goals is to blog everyday, even if it's just a little.

Have a good night Spark!
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  • ZIZZZY
    Welcome back. How awesome that you've been on Spark nearly 5 years! I can totally relate to the tailspin, but you've come to the right place to get out of it!

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    2515 days ago
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