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Lost a day!

Thursday, December 05, 2013

Good days do not come in pairs! The stomach issues were bad yesterday, with a fever too. I slept most of the day. When I checked my lists, I did get more done than I thought I did, but overall it felt like a wasted day.

I have stopped thinking that the tests are going to show negative results. Now I am afraid that is the case. The medications help, but I am still having a significant amount of discomfort. If they tell me that nothing is wrong, I do not know what I will do. I have done some research on what the possibilities could be, but I do not like what I have read. Plus there are so many options. I have decided to not think about it anymore until I get the results of the tests.

The tests are next Friday. Just another week. I am just focused on getting through until then. I hope that the results will be available quickly, so I can start doing whatever I have to do to get past this. I'm gearing up for another grueling week. One more day of rest.
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  • LINDA!
    So sorry you aren't feeling well.
    1655 days ago
    How stressful that not knowing is. Please remember to take some deep breaths and list your blessings. You are in my prayers.
    I watched my brother research his cancer. He scared himself so bad with all the things that could go wrong. None of it did. He is doing fine. But it reminded me that you need someone to talk to about what you read. I hope you have someone who can be a filter for your negative fears. Modern medicine is wonderful. I hope they figure it out so they can make you feel better soon.
    Chicken soup to you. emoticon
    1655 days ago
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