Sick and Tired
Friday, November 15, 2013
I'm sick and tired of writing the same depressing entries, but I'm still stuck in a run and keep eating trigger foods and bingeing. I am really in need of some success again to put some wind in my sails. I guess I need to just incorporate small things each week and give myself a pat on the back each time I'm able to do one of those things.
I did run my 5k on Wednesday in 36:08. I do the Spartan Sprint tomorrow and I'm TERRIFIED. I just watched a video of all the obstacles, and I am so not prepared for all of that. I am just proud that I can run for over a mile now, but there is so much to this thing. I'm scared, but at least I have teammates and we chose to do the Biggest Loser version of the race, so we can pass obstacles if we want. I just don't want to! Oh well. Maybe next time I'll be fully prepared.
I want to go eat right now. It is a vicious cycle.