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Friday, November 15, 2013

Thanks to those of you who have wondered about my silence – I have been on Spark daily but merely checking in and doing some "chores", no blogs.

I´ve been to Oslo (on work) and overate but considered it normal and did not worry - but two days after I went into the first binge sinse june and I sthink I might have been able to avoid it had I not already been weakened by the eating in Oslo. The cause For bingein was clearly that I visited my dogcarer at the mental award - the atmosphere of depression and despair really made me feel too much, I could not handle it.

I also started a renovation project in my home - painting and wallpapering hall and kitchen and putting a new floor in - I don´t know if the word "click-floor" is the same in en english, it costed me about 5000 swedish crowns which is a lot and it makes me nervous because I doubt my own ability to get it done and I would really hate to live with half job done....and I have never handled a click-floor before so it is a little bit daring.

But then mentioning this on the theatre, our creative leader Ari offered to help and she is very clever with tools so it will be fine. But she is coming sunday and until then I will have to have finished the ceitlings and walls - a problem is of course to move out the furniture of the kitchen - cupboard and fridge especially.

Painting is hard as it is profiled panel but the hall is almost finished and I am starting on kitchen... two layers in ceiling and three layers on the panels - I think I will not have time for wallpapering and that is a problem as I don´t want to have it hanging over me...

Food is slipping and sliding - I hav lost 15 kilos alltogether, that is huge, and I am doing a lot of exercise this month but since my binge it has been hard to be focused. I am doubting myself a lot.

I hope to post "before" and "after" pictures when I am done... for the moment I will treat you with doggy bringing the paper:

It is taken seconds before he shredded it to pieces...
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    Good to see you -- and your cute doggy!
    1652 days ago
  • 1SALMON1
    So glad to hear from you and know you're OK.
    1653 days ago
    Lots going on! No wonder I haven't seen you around. Your situation with your dog groomer doesn't sound good, but if she's become a friend over the years, I guess you need to try and support her.

    Try and find some YOU time and be good to yourself. emoticon emoticon
    1653 days ago
  • FIT4MEIN2013
    Busy, busy!
    1654 days ago
    You are tackling a lot! emoticon But, you have before and things work out fine. This will too. One day at a time, you're moving in the right direction. You were missed. Hugs.
    1654 days ago
    can't write much, but know that click floor is really easy.
    Good luck & take care of yourself!
    1654 days ago
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