Thursday, November 14, 2013
I know, I've been gone for a long time now. I keep promising that I'll come back. I keep trying to find ways to motivate myself to do so.
Well, I've done a lot of thinking and planning the last few days.
I've thought about what's fitting in my life.
I've thought about what's literally not fitting.
I'm thinking about who and what I want to be.
And I hate to say that I feel like I've outgrown Spark - but, I'm thinking about where I want to put my energy. I'm thinking about what I need to do in order to get where I want to be.
I've taken a few first steps. Firstly, I deleted my Facebook. Secondly, I started a very cathartic blog. Thirdly, I'm making a budget. Finally, I'm setting up realistic expectations for what I want to be part of the turning 32. It's exciting and scary and vulnerable and -personal.- It has a completely different context than what this place has been for me. I wish I could bring myself to bring the energy of that space into this space; but, I don't want to focus upon weight loss and I feel like Spark boils down so many things for me just to that. And it's not just about that anymore.
If you're interested in seeing my droning (and right now, the first three posts are drones; but, the fourth is shaping up very nicely) - you can find me at:
Thank you for all the love and support over the last year or so. All of you are truly wonderful people. I wish all of you success in whatever form that holds meaning for you.
Much love and admiration,