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Realization

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

The only thing I can change is myself, like a breath of fresh air I realize this. Trying to be aware of where the precious moments of my days are being spent and how they are being spent is a revelation in itself. At my job I help people , I'm very proud of that aspect. I'm trying to manage my time better to somehow get more me time in between work and family.
Most everyone has a degree of stressfulness in their lives. I've mentioned family problems, kids with health issues, divorces, one grand child being molested (can't talk about that too much still in court),,,STILL) The family member with mental breakdowns at least isn't in the suicide fore-front any longer...it' still seems to be a day to day thing tho-
However I am optimistic for I have figured out that I can not change the future by worrying about it. Worry has been a vise of mine. I'm understanding tho that it only robs me of today and dreams for tomorrow.
Brightest blessings to everyone here, you are braver than you think...I'm telling myself I am brave as well. (still crossing my fingers)lol
p.s. I really have missed everyone here, hope your spectacular
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  • TESENISIS1
    That is wonderful insight, tho always a challenge to practice...I have had my fair share of trials and tribulations as well...the journey is about how we handle these issues, not how many we get, we will be assured to get plenty!
    2318 days ago
  • KIMSOKAY
    That is a hard realization, and even harder is to let go of perceived power. What a blessed relief to know that we can not control other peoples outcome. Which also means that we have no need to bear blame or worry! The greatest gift we can give anyone is the empowerment to live their own life! Sounds like your on your way!
    Blessed Be
    2330 days ago
  • ZAIVALA
    Life has been quite life-like here as well. Courage is continuing on no matter how much it hurts. Goddess knows I've spent a good bit of time crying lately, but I haven't missed a minute of work and have only taken an occasional morning off house chores. I know too much from my own life about what you're going through, and good luck in court.

    Hugs,
    Moss
    2330 days ago
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