Tuesday, November 12, 2013
The only thing I can change is myself, like a breath of fresh air I realize this. Trying to be aware of where the precious moments of my days are being spent and how they are being spent is a revelation in itself. At my job I help people , I'm very proud of that aspect. I'm trying to manage my time better to somehow get more me time in between work and family.
Most everyone has a degree of stressfulness in their lives. I've mentioned family problems, kids with health issues, divorces, one grand child being molested (can't talk about that too much still in court),,,STILL) The family member with mental breakdowns at least isn't in the suicide fore-front any longer...it' still seems to be a day to day thing tho-
However I am optimistic for I have figured out that I can not change the future by worrying about it. Worry has been a vise of mine. I'm understanding tho that it only robs me of today and dreams for tomorrow.
Brightest blessings to everyone here, you are braver than you think...I'm telling myself I am brave as well. (still crossing my fingers)lol
p.s. I really have missed everyone here, hope your spectacular