Blogging over time....

I have been blogging for quite some time...basically since I started sparks in 08. I have deleted many a blog, but I still remember writing..and perhaps still do from time to time....that I had planned on doing this or that. I have written game plans...why I have done what I have done..and that I am trying. I have even written how I was starting over...regrouping..etc. So much, I felt like a broken record.

Today.....as we were driving back from the farmer's market....I realized that I have changed once again....

I have been blogging...WHAT I AM DOING and taking PRIDE in that. I am no longer planning, but actually EXECUTING.

Took a long time......many years in fact.

I am more aware how planning and prepping are so important in order for me to succeed in my execution.

My fitness level has increased by leaps and bounds. My body nor my mind wish to waste those efforts...successes ...by throwing it away with food.

These last couple of days, I have read many blogs by friends that wish this or that and how they KNOW. I always wish them well and do so by cheering them on.

I look forward to the time when they start writing about WHAT they are doing .....for it does take time......

but time well worth the wait.

I am awe in the phrase I just now have entered.

I am not afraid of standing still once again....or even falling down......

To own my own time.....FINALLY......

reminds me of my cats....they live for the moment......and enjoy the moment......and not for tomorrow......

I feel that....I am that.....