Tough day so far
Monday, October 21, 2013
So this morning I went to see my GP for a general check-up. Yesterday, when I weighed myself I was 325.4, and I was sooo happy that I had lost weight! But, this morning, my doctor weighed me on his scale and I weighed approx. 327.7 or something (it was one of those scales that you have to move big squares over for each 50 lbs, and then for 10lbs, then for 1 lb..anyways it wasn't fully balanced - I was staring at the little arrow and ... ugh anyways, I figured ok, Sunday dinner, breakfast, blabla ok 2 extra lbs. but then he said "Ok, you lost weight, last time you came in you were 356 now you're 328, good".
Ok, I know I am overreacting probably (it's been a few hrs since I got home) but I am soooo disappointed in myself and him. Disappointed in myself bc how did I gain 3 lbs in less than 24 hrs. Disappointed in him for rounding UP - ok I know that mathematically, anything that it X.8, or x.6 .7 .9 should be rounded up to the next integer, but it just hurt. And the second thing is that he wasn't as happy as I thought he would have been to know that I lost a good amount of weight since the last time we saw each other which was in August and he has been repeating over and over for me to start being more active and careful as to what I eat. I've been taking his advice...I just wanted a bit more, I don't know, maybe a Congrats or something.
I hate the scale now. I think I'm gunna hide it in the closet until next Sunday for my challenge weigh-in...no more hopping on it every time I pass by it