Something wrong....with me.... So confused/frustrated
Tuesday, October 15, 2013
I wish I had a guru to walk beside me and tell me what is going on!
I drink loads of water, eat within calorie range, do moderate exercise 3-4 times a week, but for some reason I gained 4 pounds over the last week and I am back to looking 8 months pregnant!
No wonder why people give up...rephrase...no wonder I give up over and over and over!
I am not sure where to turn, what to do. I alternate high impact with low impact, walking and jogging. I've done boot camps and Zumba ...all of this FUN for me, but I have not seen anything overly positive in so many years.
I must be doing something wrong, or there is something wrong with me, inside. I have fire physicals tonight, thinking of skipping, why put myself through that.
I don't mean to sound so depressing, but I am lost. Discouraged and frustrated.
I am going to put on a coach Nicole video and do something, regardless of how futile it is.