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Starting over.... again?

Monday, October 14, 2013

Still finding it hard to get into that groove again. I was tracking my food with my guy but when he went away for a week things just went to crap. Haven't been tracking as much and not really working out as much either. It really bugs me. I can't do this alone and I feel completely alone. I look at the spark groups that I've been to, mind you not all of them but some, and they are as dead as can be.
I am in a desperate need to find some motivation. I am struggling on my own... My guy enables me more than tries to keep me on track. A lot of that is because of me. I want something sweet and he tells me no, i get pouty and grumpy and he gives in. Bless his heart he just wants me happy but its killing me. I feel the regret after and its a cycle that I want to end. I want the weight gone... for good.
Things went to crap when my grandma died and I want them to go back to where they were. I had a doctor and medicine. Now I have no job, no vehicle, no medicine, no doctor and I'm drowning. I need help. I need motivation. I need someone checking in on me to see if I'm on track.

I just need help...
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    I'll definitely check it out! I had recently joined that one and haven't had a chance to looking over and what not.
    Thank you Woubbie
    1683 days ago
    Our Living Low Carb team is very active and very supportive. Come on and check out the most recent posts and just jump right in. Here's a link to today's daily thread - I just started it up:

    1683 days ago
    I'm rooting for you too! It's not easy when its not kept up. Lifestyle change.... they aren't joking. Even doing something like going on the treadmill for 30 mins.... I just need to do it and stop messing around.
    Thank you for commenting.
    1683 days ago
  • OLGA18
    I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling so poorly. I know how hard it is to try to get back "into the groove" I am trying to do it myself. I did so great for a long time and then it all went by the wayside. I am just going to focus on today. I am going to eat healthy and do at least SOMETHING for exercise because I definitely feel better after exercise, any exercise. I am rooting for you, hang in there!
    1683 days ago
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