For the now.
Saturday, October 12, 2013
My last blog post was kind of ambiguous but I was just getting thoughts down in the time that I had. I am trying to get my life in order and that includes my weight. I am realizing that my weight is, of course directly related to my eating habits and working out. I feel SO much better when I eat right and when I am active. I have noticed my most direct correlation is between my spiritual life and my eating habits. I am a comfort eater. That was apparent today by what I ate.
I have been AWOL for a few months. The reason is that I am having a rough go of some things. My marriage is on the rocks and I am clinging to it with every fiber of my being. My husband is a wonderful man we are just going through some tough times. This has been going on all summer. It has force me to take a look at my self, examine who I am, who I want to be and who the person who is locked inside all my insecurities is. I have come a long way emotionally the past 6 months. Which is good. That is truly the root of my weight issues. I gained a substantial amount of weight while I was on antidepressants. I can't blame it all on the antidepressants thought. It was also emotional eating.
Well I have been working step by step, getting my house organized so I can feel more relaxed. I have also been turning to God more.
Wow!!! I have so many thoughts right now. I think they might need to be organized in various blogs. Anyway, this is my stream of consciousness, what's been going on blog.