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unhappy days

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Felling so trapped – unhappy – but hating change – uncertainty – angry this is my state of mind right now. I want to leave.

I had the meeting with the camp owner and I am not happy at all with the outcome. If I was not feeling the above I would like to tell him to take this job and shove it.

I do like the semi little bubble I work in – I do get paid enough except when you start considering the hours I actually do work.

I am really trapped – I do not see viable solutions at this time..

These pictures were Monday supper
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  • GEORGE815
    Looks great. Very appetizing.
    1732 days ago
    The food looks great! I am sorry you are feeling so stressed out! I know you are a great chef and many would love to have you. What if you just put some feelers out there for work elsewhere? Just to see. Might be worth your time and yo udon't have to commit to anything or quit or anything. Maybe you can do it in a way that will make you feel comfortable. I'm here if you want to share what has happened ( I know about going through the ringer!).

    1732 days ago
  • LYNCHD05
    Sounds like you have some serious thinking to do.
    1733 days ago
    Back to the woods to sort things out in your head...wishing you well as you make the necessary decisions for good health.
    1733 days ago
    I'm so sorry you feel trapped! That is a terrible feeling.

    The food looks delicious! Now I'm hungry! emoticon

    1733 days ago
    Whaaaaaaaaaaaaat happened Marty?? I hear your level of stress, unhappiness, This cannot be good for you! emoticon What has happened since the start when this was sounding like a dream of yours? So many things have gone wrong, but you sounded like you handled all of them so well.... but no one should have to be "Superman" and life is too short to be angry and hating your job like that.... I wish you well....stay calm... things will change if you accept that you need to change for your sanity! Good luck, hugs ***SNOW*** emoticon
    1733 days ago
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