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Sunday, September 15, 2013

I've been applying for work.

I took a position last Wednesday as a courier; I'm driving around a hundred miles a day, lifting boxes into the car, carrying them up stairs to customers.

I hate it.

I'm sitting here crying as I write this because I can't stand the thought of doing it again tomorrow, and the tomorrow after that.

I'm usually so strong, and able to face difficulty with calmness, but can't face this.

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    I hope things have gotten better for you by now.
    Your blog just tore out my heart strings.
    I hope things are better, and if not now, then soon.
    Don't give up Hope!
    1690 days ago
    Have you tried a temp agency?
    1709 days ago
    emoticon emoticon I hope a happy solution reaches you soon - wish there was something more practical I could offer emoticon
    1711 days ago
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    @arnettelee I'm trying not to give up.

    I can't face doing this courier job -- physically, I'm barely able to lift the boxes they're having me pick up and deliver. I cannot afford to hurt myself because currently I have no health care coverage. The 100+miles a day is hard on the car too.

    I just want an office job again. I can do pretty much anything in an office. I just don't know what to do anymore besides "don't give up."
    1711 days ago
    Don't give up...
    1711 days ago
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