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Friday, September 06, 2013

Lying in bed late this morning I was feeling anxious and a little lost. It's Saturday and I love the weekend . I can do whatever I want and there is no routine. I just don't like routines and rules. I had a different client yesterday and I was nervous before hand. I sometimes do get a little nervous when I am going to have a new client. But here I was lying there instead of getting up. There is an art festival on that I decided to go to. But I was feeling too nervous to face anything outside of home. I finally decided I should get up and face the scales because although it is not my weight-in day I needed to know "how much damage " I had done". The scales smiled at me and showed a loss. I was not expecting that at all. So now I need to channel that good news into getting myself on top of things and enjoy the weekend and get working harder on my healthy lifestyle.
I will get motivated and snap out of my anxious state and enjoy the weekend. And I will update my ticker. I am sorry for my low mood today whoever is reading this and is bored from such a negitive blog when it should be positive. Have a nice weekend...
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    interesting that other people feel the same as me... keep your chin up;;
    1715 days ago
  • KIM22211
    good for you! Really happy the scale smiled at you! That is great motivation!
    1719 days ago
  • PAULA3420
    PRINCESSDEW cracked me up with her comment about rainbows and sunshine. emoticon I am very happy for you that your scale smiled your way. AND, YES, I bet you are doing MANY THINGS RIGHT emoticon You are SO WORTH the GOODNESS and BEST RESULTS that come your way. emoticon emoticon
    1720 days ago
    Everyone has down days. You grabbed the bull by the horns, though. That's a very healthy sign. Remember that you are a great person, you lost weight and you are continuing your healthy journey. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1721 days ago
    Big hugs *hugs*!

    We all have down moments. Wouldn't be human otherwise. Congrats on the loss. I think it is great that you are looking to use that as motivation. It is not negativity, perhaps just tiredness. Keep it up, you can do this.
    1721 days ago
    We all have those days, so join the crowd. But life still goes on.
    1721 days ago
    Oh my beautiful friend. . don't you ever apologize for feeling how you feel! You are human. You are entitled! We all have those moments - those ups and downs. The difference? You are honest about it! And I applaud you. Sometimes keeping those sad/bad/anxious feelings bottled up inside make us sick or keep us sick. It's always better to talk about those feelings and get them out - just like you did. I'm happy for you that you lost more weight!!! As you would tell me. . . GOOD ON YOU!!! I love that by the way! It's not a phrase you'd hear here in the states. So I love when you say that to me. Don't be hard on yourself, Shell. You are human. . . that's all. Happy Saturday! Or maybe it's Sunday now where you live. If so. . . Happy Sunday!!! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1723 days ago
  • MJ7DM33
    1723 days ago
    We don't all poop rainbows and fart sunshine. Negativity is the reality sometimes.

    1723 days ago
    it's not negative, it's real, and there's a big difference
    1723 days ago
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